how many times ?

how many times have i thought of just dropping everything and running away?

ANS: countless

how many times have i DONE what i thought?

ANS: NEVER

damn!

add this moment now to the "countless times" that I AM
thinking of running away( it is in the present tense, im still
thinking IT now)

i've always been an optimistic person.. you know the type
who thinks: "oh..everything is gonna be ok..tomorrow is gonna be better.
and i BELIEVE that everything is gonna be OK ..(really!)

BUT there are just times that ( i wish ) while waiting for
things to be OK, i wish that i can just run away from it all..

sigh..

just how many times mores will i think about it?

will i ever get to do it?