... another crazy noon.

saturday afternoon..

i feel so lousy.. just been crying the whole day and i dont even feel close to stopping..
it's so real..

ouch!

i cant stop crying.. i ask myself... is this bad?
i answer me.. yes, its this bad..

do u ever get that feeling that its just not right..
that you dont know what to do.., but do you really DONT know what to do?
or you just dont want to do it?

people keep on saying that it's ok.. i know that its gonna be ok..
but how come it just doesnt feel ok...?


people say that Im strong, i can do it..
i can get past this..
yeah, i know.. but at this point.. it just dont feel that much..


today is the present.. tomorrow is gonna be another day..
whatever happened to yesterday? ...lost in time..

screen is blurry.. tears are starting to fall again..
i wish there was a definite answer to the question.. " if you can go back in time, what would you change and why?"
everybody says "nothing, it was all mean to happen.."
was it really?

if it were, why are we sighing and wishing that we could go back to the past.?
why is that question even asked?


i got incubus playing ..

i still cant stop the tears.. i know i should.. but it just wont..
let it fall..


pardon me while i burst into flames..