..fast facts!

my day is just starting..

3 fast facts for me..

1. Death is inevitable
2.Change is constant.
3. MEN LIE!

hmm.. i should place it on the top 1.. but hey! i wont give them the privilege of getting the top spot!


that's for now.. facts dont lie..

..nothing sets in

first hour of today.

heard the sound of drums outside... what's today? it's Easter Sunday..
The day when our Savior rose from the dead.

I wont talk about holiness nor about my being a Catholic, that's a never ending topic.
I am religious,just not the showy type though, but I can proudly say that I do have a strong bond with God... love you Lord.!

I know this is a happy day. I know this is a special day. I know that we should all celebrate.
I know that today , Easter Sunday, symbolizes hope..
I know..I know..

But I can't lie.. not now, not on this holy day... -I'm not.

How do I feel? --Nothing.

Next question is..Am I sad? Answer is NO. Mad? NO. Lonely? NO.
What is it? NOthing..

If someone slaps me now , I'd probably just walk towards wherever I'm supposed to go to ..
I feel nothing.

Is this good or bad? nothing.
Am I tired or not? nothing.

This feeling of nothingness.. it makes me ..sigh..

I'm not mad.. I'm not angry..I dont hate the world.
I am here in this state..right here..right now..

When the time comes, that I will be able to feel again. I'd like to go back to this state and find the reason behind it..

for now, I'll be content feeling...NOTHING..