volume level turned up to max..
song playing --- QUESTION EVERYTHING..
it's like there is an unseen force that knows how to hit you.
questions.. i have a lot of that lately..
lately-- there goes that word again.. lately.
lately..lately..lately..
everything has been surreal.. unreal.. and just real..
i'm biased..i love myself.. and i know im strong.. strong heart, strong character. strong conviction.
but lately... im losing touch.. im looking for exactly just that..--strength..
SURREAL:
i work.. 2 works in fact.. a total of 13 hours..
go out of work..
go home..cant sleep.. stay awake for 2 hours..trying to find answers and not finding it..
id be so thankful if i can sleep for a maximum of 5 hours in a day..
UNREAL:
im fine.. it' all ok.. i go to the office looking all fresh and happy..
i smile..
REAL:
my head is aching..
i want to just stay in bed and ... cry..
i know sounds so drama..
its what i wanna do..
if only time will stop.. i dont want to go to work..
i cant smile for myself.
the pain is so real.. the feeling is so real..
im being reminded of it.. how it feels..
aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
time stop please..
reality check >> my head hurts.. my heart is nowhere to be found.. miss a person badly..
the world will continue and im just a speck in it..
1 comment:
Sue! :D I finally found you too..
I feel you, it's the same pain. I'm sorry for whatever it is that is causing you pain and i hope you feel better and better everyday.
Keep writing! Let it all out.. it's therapeutic!
See you around Sue. :D
off topic: btw, you're getting better each time at being a host at parties hap :D Proud of ya..
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