...i say...

a lump in my throat..
a funny feeling in my stomach..

i know what this feeling is..

*sigh*.. im trying to stop it.. *sigh*..
trying.. trying.. trying..


i think im about to cry..

ive never been good at goodbyes..
not for short goodbyes. not for long goodbyes..
im so lousy in these kinds of situations..

im not doing good right now either..

i've lasted in this job for a lot of reasons.
the job, the place, and most of all--the people.

by next week, i'll be moving to a different group.
nothing, really dramatic about it.


but then i have to move out of our team.. nothing happy about that either..


*sigh* yes, im attaching myself to this group and
the people here.
why? because, we've just been through many things.
a lot actually.. here and there..
things.. moments..laughters..smiles..arguments..

from night shift to mid shift..
the talks.. the news.. the "eating" sessions.. hahaha!


i said im never good with goodbyes..
i cant even put into words now

if tears were words , i'm at a loss for it now

this isn't goodbye..

i say,
it's our memories together ,
that i've frozen in time..